March is my birthday month.
This year, I was still making lots of changes, not only to my lifestyle but to my home. My self esteem issues were finally being realised and I was riding that emotional rollercoaster.
I flit between sounding like the exorcist, berating everyone who has ever crossed my path and Mary Poppins as I try to soothe him and tell him he’s a good boy.
Unfortunately, the issue with my self-esteem and self-worth still reappears from time to time and I need to work on this and the only way to do this, is with lots of self-care and the scary part, getting out of my comfort zone.
I am finally finding my balance in life. I am not trying to self-sabotage with food and alcohol and I don’t need to fill my time with lunches & dinners.
For the last couple of days I have been irritated for no reason, my house is upside down
2022-11-17 19:34:52My bed is covered with an array of tops, skirts and dresses. I must have been really desperate at one point as I ordered a bodysuit, which I absolutely do not have the shape for whatsoever.