Thursday 16th July 2020
Stayed the same weight today. I’m excited as the husband and I are going for some drinks tonight! I decide to skip breakfast in favour of a bigger lunch and giving me more calories for wine.
That evening, I put some make up on and do my hair, it’s such a novelty now, I actually enjoy it rather than finding it a chore. I put on a new mid length black dress, not happy with my appearance, I feel frustrated with myself for allowing myself to get this fat. I decide to push the thoughts out of my head, it’s not going to do me any good to be so negative, it will only ruin my evening, there is nothing I can do about it right in this moment.
We have a really lovely evening and I’m complimented on my dress a couple of times, I just can’t accept it.
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