The clouds of misery seem to have dispersed, for now. I’m too cynical to believe that they have disappeared completely. I’ve spent those days of normality trying to do as much as I possibly can whilst I have the emotional bandwidth, it’s nice not to feel like it’s waiting for…

When Wednesday arrived, I took a much-needed day off after all the doctor drama earlier that week. I went to London to meet my friend for lunch, ate and drank what I wanted, and didn’t think about all the turmoil I’d been feeling. I wanted to forget everything for just…

I spend my Sunday determined not to fall back into the pit of hell I have only just climbed out of. I set some weekly goals, re-jig my routine and do lots of writing. When Monday comes, I am ready. After my shower, I get up and out for a…

It was 9:30 a.m. on a Saturday, and I had just woken up. Wow! And I didn’t want to cry!!! I grabbed my laptop and sat downstairs with a cup of tea, thankful that we now had milk! I had a productive morning and decided to take a break and…

Before we leave Tintagel for Padstow we go for breakfast, I really fancied a full English. We find a nice cafe, and order drinks as I eagerly scanned the menu. NO FULL ENGLISH. I actually wanted to cry, my mind went back to my niece’s wedding meltdown, that is exactly…

We had a long drive to Devon on Friday for my cousin’s wedding, so I decided to go to bed early the night before, I thought an hour or so extra sleep would do me good. Of course, my body had other ideas. I hadn’t accounted for my usual 3-4…

On the day that I am due to speak to a Vitality GP, I of course feel full of beans. It’s the one rare day that I feel my best self. I’m not putting off tasks and find myself just generally getting shit done, all the while wondering what the…

By now, I hoped to be writing words full of fun and sunshine, blaming the misery of my recent posts on a blip, but I am now pretty much resigned to the fact that this hell that I’ve been experiencing is cause for some concern. The husband went on a…

After all my drama last week, I was glad to have a weekend at my friend’s house in Hereford scheduled in. I needed to have a couple of days where I didn’t even have to think for myself and by the time I was due to go home, I began…

When I got back from my holiday, I felt ready to take on the world. I had finished reading Manifest and did some goal setting whilst laying on a sun lounger in Crete. I was feeling inspired and, dare I say, a bit confident. The serendipitous events that took place…